Daddy’s girl
I look as Chloe falls asleep on her da-da’s shoulder .. after finishing more milk. And as her da-da gently trying to burp her … before putting her down… I am grateful.. that Chloe’s bonding with her daddy is such a natural thing. I cannot imagine.. having a kid .. with any of the chinese men .. that came along my way.. for i know.. they will never be doing what chloe’s daddy is doing for her. My spouse spares nothing .. when it concerns chloe.. he would remember to buy her formula.. her diapers.. or her food… when they run low. I think back.. of all the people that came by my life.. in the past.. and try to think if they would be the same way.. i don’t know for sure.. but i know that not many chinese men would do wat my spouse is doing for my baby.
I came to Canada with nothing but a luggage and another hand luggage.. and i never turned back since. Everything i used or spent are those of my spouse. I don’t live a luxurious lifestyle here… but i live a very comfortable one. One that I don’t need to worry when my next power bill will be paid.. or when my next meal will come from. We’ve always got heat in the winter and warm clothings. Watever I need is provided by my spouse, be it food .. daily necessity.. feminine hygiene stuff .. or medical bills. So i count myself lucky and blessed .. moreso now.. that i know .. my spouse takes care of our daughter.. when i am ill and unable to.
I cannot say .. i would do so well .. if i had remained in Singapore.. i guess .. i would have a big air-con apartment.. money to buy branded goods… eat out in restaurant everyday.. go to the goldsmith every week, buy a pair of shoes every week.. but i would feel empty inside.. because nothing beats having a baby.. and having a partner .. who would care for both of us.
I’ve felt empty for a long .. long time.. with no one to share my life with…. although work.. and other stuff keeps me occupied.. it’s lonely to have to eat alone.. or eat with someone.. who doesn’t share the same interest as you.. or worst.. with your boss or client, which i do alot.
My spouse and my daughter are my pride and joy.. and i would gladly show them off to my friends and family. I cannot ask for more.. so when i get upset with my spouse for playing everquest in the future.. i have to try and remember all the good stuff .. and count my blessings.
I came to Canada with nothing but a luggage and another hand luggage.. and i never turned back since. Everything i used or spent are those of my spouse. I don’t live a luxurious lifestyle here… but i live a very comfortable one. One that I don’t need to worry when my next power bill will be paid.. or when my next meal will come from. We’ve always got heat in the winter and warm clothings. Watever I need is provided by my spouse, be it food .. daily necessity.. feminine hygiene stuff .. or medical bills. So i count myself lucky and blessed .. moreso now.. that i know .. my spouse takes care of our daughter.. when i am ill and unable to.
I cannot say .. i would do so well .. if i had remained in Singapore.. i guess .. i would have a big air-con apartment.. money to buy branded goods… eat out in restaurant everyday.. go to the goldsmith every week, buy a pair of shoes every week.. but i would feel empty inside.. because nothing beats having a baby.. and having a partner .. who would care for both of us.
I’ve felt empty for a long .. long time.. with no one to share my life with…. although work.. and other stuff keeps me occupied.. it’s lonely to have to eat alone.. or eat with someone.. who doesn’t share the same interest as you.. or worst.. with your boss or client, which i do alot.
My spouse and my daughter are my pride and joy.. and i would gladly show them off to my friends and family. I cannot ask for more.. so when i get upset with my spouse for playing everquest in the future.. i have to try and remember all the good stuff .. and count my blessings.
