Long Day
It has been really long day for me today.. starting from last nite.. having to look after Chloe on my own.. in my own bedroom without my spouse for the first time .. was kinda scary.. even though he was just in the other room. I left a small light on.. so that I can see Chloe.. and she can see me.. when she wakes up in the middle of the nite.
After 9mths.. chloe still isn’t sleeping well.. last nite.. she was tossing so much.. i was worried that she was gonna wake up a few times.. but she didn’t .. just tossing and turning .. and being uncomfy.. and tonite.. she refuses to go to bed.. till about 11.15pm.. and got up again.. at 12midnite.. and was squirming quite abit.
Today i had to look after chloe at home.. to give my spouse a break.. so he can get some peace at work.. unfortunately.. i think chloe sensed that she is alone with ma-ma.. so she wouldn’t let ma-ma outta her sight.. so it was really hard.. to even get some cooking done and eat some food. She refuses her afternoon nap.. so i didn’t get any food the whole afternoon till my spouse came home with chinese take-out. It wasn’t hard looking after Chloe.. but hard not being able to do anything.. when i am alone with her.
She is very smart now.. and know the meaning of “no” .. like when she was in the kitchen… she knows she ain’t supposed to touch the dirty runner .. so when she dropped something on it.. and she couldn’t move forward to go pick it up.. . she would cry pitifully .. it’s so funny.. to see her … like she wants to pick it up.. but knows that she ain’t supposed to touch the carpet.. so .. she looks up ..at me.. while i was washing the bottles.. and cry. I think our little girl is gonna be one smart chick.
9 months has come and gone too quickly.. i noticed that chloe is figuring us out real quick. She eats like a tweety bird still.. and drinks alot of milk.. and in small portion . .thus making us feed her alot of times a day.. instead of just 4 or 5 times.
But I thank God that she is healthy.. and growing.. so i should be counting my blessings.. instead of hoping for her to be more like some other babies we know.
I hope Chloe stays down for the nite.. and not like last nite. waking up.. and didn’t wanna sleep till 2am… that would sux big time.. coz’ i see daddy getting a little frustrated and i don’t blame him.. been a long day for him too.
So go to bed … chloe.. and sleep tight.
After 9mths.. chloe still isn’t sleeping well.. last nite.. she was tossing so much.. i was worried that she was gonna wake up a few times.. but she didn’t .. just tossing and turning .. and being uncomfy.. and tonite.. she refuses to go to bed.. till about 11.15pm.. and got up again.. at 12midnite.. and was squirming quite abit.
Today i had to look after chloe at home.. to give my spouse a break.. so he can get some peace at work.. unfortunately.. i think chloe sensed that she is alone with ma-ma.. so she wouldn’t let ma-ma outta her sight.. so it was really hard.. to even get some cooking done and eat some food. She refuses her afternoon nap.. so i didn’t get any food the whole afternoon till my spouse came home with chinese take-out. It wasn’t hard looking after Chloe.. but hard not being able to do anything.. when i am alone with her.
She is very smart now.. and know the meaning of “no” .. like when she was in the kitchen… she knows she ain’t supposed to touch the dirty runner .. so when she dropped something on it.. and she couldn’t move forward to go pick it up.. . she would cry pitifully .. it’s so funny.. to see her … like she wants to pick it up.. but knows that she ain’t supposed to touch the carpet.. so .. she looks up ..at me.. while i was washing the bottles.. and cry. I think our little girl is gonna be one smart chick.
9 months has come and gone too quickly.. i noticed that chloe is figuring us out real quick. She eats like a tweety bird still.. and drinks alot of milk.. and in small portion . .thus making us feed her alot of times a day.. instead of just 4 or 5 times.
But I thank God that she is healthy.. and growing.. so i should be counting my blessings.. instead of hoping for her to be more like some other babies we know.
I hope Chloe stays down for the nite.. and not like last nite. waking up.. and didn’t wanna sleep till 2am… that would sux big time.. coz’ i see daddy getting a little frustrated and i don’t blame him.. been a long day for him too.
So go to bed … chloe.. and sleep tight.
