I’m a total Bitch!
Been a total bitch of late.. to my spouse .. but if you know wat i’ve been going thru’… you would understand why… hahah!! And ain’t all woman supposed to be a total bitch once a month..??? And my poor spouse gotta endure all these.. 
Yes.. i’m a total bitch.. and he is taking it all in stride..?? maybe.. ??? i prolly hurt his feelings when i turn into a psycho bitch.. and i feel so bad.. after i have had one of my explosions coz’ it’s prolly my hormones that is doing all the screaming. But it’s still me that is hurting his feelings right..?? I know i can be real mean.. when i turn into a psycho bitch.. and make everyone feel SMALL..!! tat was wat my spouse said.. he said.. i didn’t need to scream.. or use vulgar language… just the way.. i say things.. makes ppl feel VERY stupid. Wat can i say right..?? i mean if i am upsetted … i just blow out my feelings.. and try not to strangle everyone…. in the meantime.. and i just speak my mind.
Anyhow.. yes.. i’m a total bitch for the last few days.. because i had to go into the store.. as we are short of staffing.. and when i come home.. and things ain’t done.. i kinda get really cranky.. or if i find that things weren’t follow up by my spouse.. at the store.. i get really annoyed.. but .. he has got alot on his mind and hands too.. and i sometimes forget that .. he is human too. I expect my spouse to be a super-dad/spouse and super-businessman.. and that is wrong… i know it.. but i can’t help it..
I know i’m teeeerrible..!! Like i expect him to be able to do everything i do.. when i’m at the store and at home.. which i know may not be possible.. just because. Unfortunately.. i’ve always set my standard real high for myself.. and pride myself for being able to multi-tasks and so expect everyone around me.. to be the same. I’ve had many disappointments with my expectations.. since i came to Canada.. and if i don’t change my attitude.. i know.. i will be heading to psycho ward soon.
Anyway.. i say i’m gonna try hard not to be a psycho bitch to my spouse.. but lets see how long.. i can stay not. Afterall.. i’m an old bird.. and old habits die hard.
Some whipping is in order..??!!??
Yes.. i’m a total bitch.. and he is taking it all in stride..?? maybe.. ??? i prolly hurt his feelings when i turn into a psycho bitch.. and i feel so bad.. after i have had one of my explosions coz’ it’s prolly my hormones that is doing all the screaming. But it’s still me that is hurting his feelings right..?? I know i can be real mean.. when i turn into a psycho bitch.. and make everyone feel SMALL..!! tat was wat my spouse said.. he said.. i didn’t need to scream.. or use vulgar language… just the way.. i say things.. makes ppl feel VERY stupid. Wat can i say right..?? i mean if i am upsetted … i just blow out my feelings.. and try not to strangle everyone…. in the meantime.. and i just speak my mind.
Anyhow.. yes.. i’m a total bitch for the last few days.. because i had to go into the store.. as we are short of staffing.. and when i come home.. and things ain’t done.. i kinda get really cranky.. or if i find that things weren’t follow up by my spouse.. at the store.. i get really annoyed.. but .. he has got alot on his mind and hands too.. and i sometimes forget that .. he is human too. I expect my spouse to be a super-dad/spouse and super-businessman.. and that is wrong… i know it.. but i can’t help it..
I know i’m teeeerrible..!! Like i expect him to be able to do everything i do.. when i’m at the store and at home.. which i know may not be possible.. just because. Unfortunately.. i’ve always set my standard real high for myself.. and pride myself for being able to multi-tasks and so expect everyone around me.. to be the same. I’ve had many disappointments with my expectations.. since i came to Canada.. and if i don’t change my attitude.. i know.. i will be heading to psycho ward soon.
Anyway.. i say i’m gonna try hard not to be a psycho bitch to my spouse.. but lets see how long.. i can stay not. Afterall.. i’m an old bird.. and old habits die hard.
Some whipping is in order..??!!??
